The Delicate One

There are lots of trendy clothes available in different shops and boutiques. Some are pricey and some are affordable. Since I wanted to actually have a blog and new look, I tried looking for clothes that are very affordable. I was quite confused with what to post in Lookbook. I checked my closet and tried wearing some pieces that I could use. Again, the mix and match technique. Sadly, I wasn't satisfied with it. Some of it were dry and some, I didn't really liked the outcome. I did something for my dad, so He gave just enough money to buy some pieces that I needed. Online shops are really helpful. :) So I found this Sheer Maxi skirt at Monica's Closet, and get this, its only 350 pesos. Then I got the Sheer white top from MT WS, also an online shop here in Davao, and top was for only 280 pesos. Boom! Happy soul!! :) Affordable yet very classy and elegant pieces. So when I got the items I was definitely in the mood to show the clothes and share with others. Accessories were from my collection.

Just loving my shoes. My mom gave it to me, and I guess I'll be using the shoes at my sissy's wedding :)

Accessories are from my own collection. I forgot where I bought them..hahaha:D

 Sheer top from MT WS http://www.facebook.com/nikah.alon#!/profile.php?id=100003175046256

Maxi Skirt from Monica's Closet http://www.facebook.com/nikah.alon#!/monicasclosetonline

Hope you guys like it :) mwah :* till the next blog...:)

Plain and Prints on one fine Monday..

So, I was in the mood to mix and match my clothes to go to our yearbook launching. I have to be at school by 3pm. I already checked my closet the night before. At first, I was really confused of what to wear. Then I remembered that color blocking is in and that prints also plays a big role in the fashion industry. Creative juices came out. I matched my stripe cropped top with my red skinny jeans. Well, I had the skinny jeans for some time but I couldn't figure out what to wear with it. Finally, I paired it with my cropped top. Looking at my ensemble, it was quite dry. I added the feather necklace, but still, I wasn't satisfied with it. So, I got this great animal printed blazer that I bought online, and its only 150 pesos. And I'm definitely loving the blazer :) My outfit was spiced up. I put on my fave wedge shoes and off I go to the yearbook launching. And yes, who would forget the party with friends after the launching ? Definitely not me? hahaha :D Had fun doing my ensemble and super duper had fun going out my friends :)

Sigh..

Sigh...

I know I should be resting now and making myself feel better…Been sick for a couple of days, but still, here I am, thinking what could have or might have been if I didn’t let myself fall..Am I having regrets? ‘Cause I really don’t want to.. I know I was happy back then, back then when I could use “US”…but now? I could never use that again. I don’t want to have any regrets, I wanted those things and moments to happen. Literally, my heart aches, like there’s someone crumpling it and taking the life out of it. I’m hurt. So bad, that I don’t want to get out of the house, I don’t wanna get out of the bed. Like, I wanted to just be alone. I know I’ve done my part, I know I loved and cared for you. I guess, I shouldn’t have regrets I gave you what I know I could give you. I was me when I’m with you, didn’t have to use a mask or pretend, I was me when I loved you..and I guess, I will always love you…

Maybe next lifetime

There are moments in your life that you are scared to move forward. You suddenly have fears of the unknown. Uncertainty fills your heart. I know, I felt that, a couple of times. But others would just say, why fear the things that we don't know? Well, they have a point. We don't exactly know what might happen in the future, still, we fear it. Why do we have this feeling?  Before, I could not understand nor answer such question. Then, I began looking for answers, answers that may give closure or that may help me understand such uncertainty. Such question lead to me face God. I asked him humbly, and I also asked for his guidance. And yes, he answered my question.


I was hurt before. I never wanted to feel that way again. But in this life, I have to face challenges and problems that in a way I would definitely get hurt. There's no easy way out. That's why, sometimes, we need to get hurt so we can learn from it. You need to sacrifice some things, for you to understand. And I locked my self with fears, and its not healthy, its not helping me to move on. I was thankful that I faced God and asked for his guidance and enlightenment, for if not, I'd still be trapped in my own fears. Drowned with my own sorrows. When I did that, things started to get better and my feelings were lighter. It's as if the whole world is smiling at me and telling me that everything is gonna be okay. And yes, I moved on. I was happy and living my life the way I wanted it to be. And I should've done it for. But things already happened. So, I just have to live life in the present and just be happy. and then, things got even better. Someone came and made me happier. Made me feel like I'm a princess. Made me feel loved and wanted, made me feel that I am important. I never knew, that I would feel that way and that someone would make me feel that way. It's like my own little fairytale, and I'm just dancing in the clouds and just being happy. But, time was not happy with us. Things were complicated and I guess what we have is forbidden. So, we decided to straighten things up, and just do what is right. It's sad and it hurts but I have to do it. I have to let go of the feeling, but I will hold on to the memories we had.

I treasure everything we had, the love, the laughter, the pain, the talks, the fights, the time when we're together, the kulitan moments, everything.. I will treasure it. And I will never forget how someone once made me feel like I'm his only princess. I thank you for making me the happiest girl. I may let go of the feeling but I will surely not forget you and all of the things you have done for me. I appreciate everything. It maybe the end of my fairytale, but I know God has bigger plans.  This lifetime, I guess, it's just not our time. Maybe next lifetime, its ours. :) Your my only star. :) Iloveyou, always.:')



Dedicated to someone special. :)

My Love

 Aiming for that romantic but oldies look. I was definitely happy with the outcome of the shoot and of course, the outfit. For me, it was to-die-for gown, long, sexy but sophisticated. I fell in love with the gown the minute my friend took it out from her bag, I didn't even bothered wearing heels. :) The gown is a beauty in itself. :) The gown was brought by my friend and also the photographer for this shoot. I definitely loved the body hugging gown, which really emphasizes a girl's curve. And it was comfortable to wear, which was a big plus for me, 'cause I get easily annoyed with clothes that doesn't  fit right. My friend knows my size. :) I was really happy with this. And I miss my friends who came to support and yeah, they also had their sessions. It was really fun. Hope we could have another shoot. I miss them. Kuddos to Monira for my photos. They are fabulous. Love it!

You can never go wrong with Black and White

Suddenly had a fun photoshoot with RP peeps:)

Fashion, not a crime!