Sigh...
I know I should be resting now and making
myself feel better…Been sick for a couple of days, but still, here I am,
thinking what could have or might have been if I didn’t let myself
fall..Am I having regrets? ‘Cause I really don’t want to.. I know I was
happy back then, back then when I could use “US”…but now? I could never
use that again. I don’t want to have any regrets, I wanted those things
and moments to happen. Literally, my heart aches, like there’s someone
crumpling it and taking the life out of it. I’m hurt. So bad, that I
don’t want to get out of the house, I don’t wanna get out of the bed.
Like, I wanted to just be alone. I know I’ve done my part, I know I
loved and cared for you. I guess, I shouldn’t have regrets I gave you
what I know I could give you. I was me when I’m with you, didn’t have to
use a mask or pretend, I was me when I loved you..and I guess, I will
always love you…
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